More Clothes Wednesday, September 30, 2009 ' ♥
Hi Blogspot! I miss blogging! :)) Hahaha. Well, andami nang nangyari.
BAGYONG ONDOY. Many Filipinos suffered, many things was devastated. That day, September 26, my grandma and grandpa went home from Japan and my dad picked them up. When he left the house, the rain is still manageable. But few hours passed by, and the rain keeps getting heavy. I was anxious. Until we've seen what's happening in Manila via telly, I kept thinking if my dad, lola and lolo are okay. Thank God, they've been calling us. Night has come and still, they're still stranded there in Manila. Tumawag na din si Mama and Mama Yee because they're worried samin nila Ate. 10 PM, water, INCOMING. My heart was pumping so fast. I was praying and praying because I know that He's the one that can really help this time. I can't do anything about it because I'm just at home. Buti nalang hindi na kami sinama ni daddy kundi we're all stranded there in Manila. I can't sleep well, really. Natulog ako ng 2:30 AM, nagising ng 4 AM. Then 7 AM, I was already awake. And thank God! They arrived here at 8 AM. :) Dad, nanay and tatay is so exhausted that time. I cooked for dad to eat then he went to sleep. I went to Nanay's house because all of them was there. I pitied my aunt. They didn't have enough sleep that time. And I thought, we were so lucky because that night we were safe and secured. I really thank God kasi, sa dami-dami nang tao, we were fine. I saw His power of protecting His children. And I pity those who suffered and lost someone they love because of that storm. My mom said that as much as possible, if the church is asking for help, we should help. And from the bottom of my heart, I really want to help those people. :) Donate people! Donate for the needy. ^^, Tapos ngayon, may bagyo nanaman. Wth. Hahaha. Sana hindi na ganun yung effect. Well..
NO CLASSES UNTIL FRIDAY! Yes. Hahaha. But, isn't a bit boring when you have nothing to do? Hahaha. Well, it's a really good thing because we can sleep for hours! Hahaha.
And well, my birthday passed by. I can't believe I'm already 15! Hahaha. And yeah, new life. :)
I'm trying to do what I want to happen, to forget him. It's quite hard, tho'. Hahaha. Well, I should get on my life. There's more to life than boys, agree? :) Hahaha. Well, there. I can't express my self freely as of now, I dunno why. Hahaha. Weird. Ayt, ayt.
Labels: bagyo, creepy, lovelife, moveon
And here we are again, another end; 12:14 AM
Saturday, September 26, 2009 ' ♥
OMG! I so miss blogging. I don't have time, tho'. Ugh.
WILL UPDATE SOON. :)
Labels: woop
And here we are again, another end; 7:20 PM
Sunday, September 6, 2009 ' ♥
Hah! Ngayon lang ulit nakapagpost. Magaling. Haha. Hindi actually busy.. Nalilimutan ko nalang din talaga magblog. Hahaha. Anyway, wala din naman kayong mababasa dito. Haha. Nothing new. Oh! Yeah, almost forgot, meron din palang bago. Haha.
Well, it's Sunday. Wasn't able to go to church. :| Damn flood. Yeah.
Kaninang mga 3 AM, grabe. Horrible experience! I was sleeping then I felt like my face is full of mosquito bite. It was so annoying that I freaking went to the loo and check if my face was still okay. Damn! Andaming pantal ng mukha ko. I was panicking that time, wala si daddy. Nagpunta ng patay. So talagang nagffreakout na ako kasi hindi ko alam kung bakit meron ako nun. Kumuha ako ng yelo sa freezer then I cooled my face to refrain scratching it. Guess what, NOTHING HAPPEND. Sobrang kati padin niya! Naluluha na ako, di ko na talaga alam gagawin ko. In a few, buti nalang dumating na si daddy (thank God talaga!). Sabi niya baka kaya daw ganun kasi madumi kama ko. And I remembered. Naghigaan kami dun nila Coi, Mecky, Jacklyn, Geneva, Tomo after CAT and all. So.. yeah. My fault. Haha. Anyway, so dun na ako natulog kela daddy.
Yesterday was hella fun! Hahaha. CAT. Exam ng mga cadete. Tae lang. Nakaupo lang kami. Tas nung tapos na sila magexam, drills. Bad mood si Sir Embs, dunno why (weiirrrdd). Tapos nung nagddrills sila, pinagdrills din kami. Rawr. Haha. Squatras. Hahaha. Ayun. Mcdo after CAT, tas samin na. Haha. Pumunta si Mecky, Jacke, Tomo, Coi, Geneva dito samin kahapon. Other Ty4 wasn't able to come because of some reasons. Haha. Napagusapan ang college, kabataan. Naghulaan ng kanta. Nakakaloka sila, grabe. Laughed hardly that time. Napagusapan na din namin kahapon ng Tita ko tungkol sa birthday ko. Haha.
Blowing of cake is approaching. Ang bilis ng oras. Bakit ganun.. Ayoko pa matapos ang pagiging 4th year. Ayoko muna isipin yun for now! Hahaha. Naffrustrate ako. Hindi ko alam kung bakit. Wala pa akong napapasang form. Pero malapit na.. Grabe na talaga.
Almost forgot, friday. Wala lang. Bigayan ng card. Grabe. Nakakainis yung comment ni Sir e. HAHAHA. Konti nalang talaga. Konting konti nalang. Sana sa 2nd quarter, kahit panghuli ako, basta nandun ako! Hahaha. Magsisipag na ako maige ngayon. Promise ko yan sa sarili ko. XD (ang arte ko nu? hahaha!) Basta..
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Wala man ako hinihinging kapalit, gusto ko din naman maramdaman na importante ako. Alam mo nanaman diba? Yaan mo lang ako. :)
Something about you is so addicted..
Labels: freaking out, friends, frustration
And here we are again, another end; 12:45 AM
Saturday, August 22, 2009 ' ♥
Ngayon lang ako nagkatime para makapagpost ulit. Haha! I've been busy. Ayun.
So, lemme start with a great news. My family is back together again. :) Haha. Mejo matagal na din actually. Thank God! Wee. Haha. But this mornig, my mom went back to Japan. Yeah, I'm sad. I just talked to her a couple of minutes ago. And yeah, my voice was the about-to-cry-voice. Haha. Yeah..
Naffrustrate na din ako sa mga forms na ipapasa. Feeling ko sobrang kulang na ng time ko para magpasa at para magready. I need to be more optimistic about things, reallyyyy. Haha.
This week, we've been practicing plays and different kinds of dances for our batch's presentation. Kaya araw-araw ang uwi ko mga 6:30 PM na din. Masaya din naman.. Bute maraming sasayaw ngayon. Haha.
I'm thinking of changing my template, but.. I should finish things for now. I'll be fixing my blog, soon. :)
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Alam mo yung feeling na gustong gusto mo na sabihin sakanya kung ano yung nararamdaman mo pero may pumipigil sayo? Ganun ang nararamdaman ko. Sana lang kasi hindi mo binabaliwala yung presence ko diba..
And here we are again, another end; 10:40 PM
Saturday, August 8, 2009 ' ♥
Lemme start this post with a question. Why do men search for other girls when they know that they DO have a wife/girlfriend? Has the love freakin' faded? Ugh.
Yesterday, when the classes ended, me and my mates decided to go tambay sa CMG. So, syempre, laughtrip. I was happy that time. Hella happy! BUT, at the same time, I was little bit hurt sa nakikita ko that time. So there. Went to Mcdo and everything. Then I went home. I was afraid that mom and dad will scold me. But when I got home, mom is not there. But dad is. I was shocked. I found out that they fought again. This time, in a worst situation. And when mom got home, I knew why. I don't know what to say. I don't know what would I feel about what mom had told me. I cried.
I don't know what would I feel and what to say to my dad. I just don't get it.. Forget it. :| :(
Yeah. So, last night, me and my mom agreed to go to Makati. And IT'S MY DAY! Haha. I had fun. REALLY. Even though the long walks killed my feet! Hahaha. Girl bonding. And bad news, I forgot to bring my freakin' camera! Stupidddd. Haha. I really love my mom. Even though, I know, she's breaking apart, she keeps on fighting. Because we know that God will always guide us. He given us enough knowledge to decide on things. And we are thankful, very thankful.
Antok na ko. Pagod maige.
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Thanks for being concern. :)
And here we are again, another end; 6:07 AM
Thursday, August 6, 2009 ' ♥
.. everytime I see you, my heart goes jumping.
Rawr. It's been a while since I've updated, gosh. It's because I don't have some free time. And yeah, I'm afraid that my parent will see me blogging. Haha! Sorry, if I'm maarte. But this is where I write my feelings that are unexpressed when I'm at home. I don't really know why. Haha. Well, I have so many things to say actually. But my dad is in my room now, so I think I'll be giving the details when I'm all alone. Haha. Just updating. :)
Keep in touch, lovies. :*
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Di kita pagpapalit, kahit na
ako lang ang nagmamahal sayo.
And here we are again, another end; 3:05 AM
Thursday, July 23, 2009 ' ♥
Mejo andami ko na ding hindi naupdate. Ang busy din kasi. Ayun. Ngayon nga lang ako nakapaglogin at nakapagbukas ng computer ulit e. Nagyon ko nalang ulit binuksan ang laptop ko. Haha. Ayun.
Busy din sa school. Dumadami na ang activities. Kasama na din dun ang college. Actually, natagpuan ko na talaga yung PINAKAgusto ko na talaga. Promise, this is it! Haha. International Studies. AT, bute pinayagan na ako kunin ang gusto kong course. Salamat talaga. Ayun. Nakauwi na din si Mama, nug Saturday ng gabi.
Saturday! Grabe. So much fun. We to MOA with friends. Celebration ng birthday ni Gwen. Ayun. Hindi ako binigyan ng pera, bastusan lang. Bute nalang may 250 ako kahit papano. Pagdating namin, gutom na kaming lahat. PEro hinintay pa namin sila Joy and company. Ayun. Roamed around. Then tumingin ng pangregalo si Ciarra, nagpapalit si Jacklyn. Haha. Tas balik sa KFC, nandun na silang lahat. Kainan na. We were divided into 3 groups ata yun. Kasi yung iba may bibilin, ayun. Ansakit sa paa nung suot kong shoes. Kainis lang. Pssh. Hm. Watched Ice Age 3D! Hahaha. Cool. It's not my first time, pero ang cool pa din niya. Haha. Then uwi na. May topak kami nung nasa car kami. :P
Sunday. Gone to church by 10. Pagtapos, uwi. Kain. Tas alis kami. Supposed to be, pupunta talaga kami sa MOA. Pero, heavy traffic mhen! Rawr. Nabadtrip ako. Hindi ako nagsasalita. Haha. Makro, uwi ulit. Tapos they decided that sa S&R nalang pumunta. PIZZA! Yay. Haha. Ayun. Nawala din naman ang pagkabadtrip ko. Ayun.
Monday? Tuesday? Wednesday? Ordinary school days. Activities. Blah blah. Humihirap na ang accounting. Nakakalito na siya. Grabe. Haha. Ayun. Nagaaral na ako mabuti. Kailangan. IT'S A MUST.
Today? Hahaha. This morning, mood swings. I don't know kung bakit bigla nalang ako nabadtrip. Nabadtrip nalang ako bigla nung pagtapos kong makipagusap kela Gia and Cinnamon. There is something bothering me. Huhu po. :p
-- Specific updates lang muna to. Mejo minadali ko na din to. Haha.
For now, ginugulo mo talaga yung isip ko. Hindi ko alam kung ano ba tingin mo sakin. Sa mga kinikilos mo sa ngayon? Grabe. I can't read you. Pero alam mo, ang saya ko na din kahit papano sa mga nangyayari. Umamin na daw ako, pero I think hindi pa to yung right time. UMA-apaw pa din ang love :)
Labels: haha, wala laaang, yii
And here we are again, another end; 3:06 AM