Monday, July 13, 2009 ' ♥
OMG. I'm getting active posting, again. Haha. Why? Because I don't have something to do. Hoho.
Today? Just like ordinary days. Go to school. Listen to the lessons. And yeah, the exam results had been given to us. Thank God I have no failing subject! Haha. But, my grade is so low in English. I don't know why. I know I'm bad at it. Haha. Math is better than English.. for me. Haha. But others think that Math is harder than English. Well, I guess people have their differences talaga. Ang hirap din talaga pumasok kapag naulan. Andaming dala. Payong, and everything! Haha. Rainy days just piss me off. I like rainy days like weekends. Pili lang talaga yung days na gusto kong naulan. Haha. Weird, right? Yeah I know, I know.
Ngayong araw na to din, may nakausap akong tao. Heart to heart. Seryoso pala talaga siya kausap, I mean, matino kung talagang seryoso siya. Then I've realized that, his situation is more complicated than mine. And I figured that everyone has their own problems. You just have to take that problem and solve it on your own. Kung hindi mo naman kaya, you have your friends right? Napatunayan din talaga na super important ng friends sa mga ganitong sitwasyon. Naaalala ko na din yung mga paalala nila Joy at nila Jacklyn. I just have to be stronger para magawa ko yung bagay na gusto ko. And napansin ko sa taong to na he doesn't give up. Pinaglalaban niya talaga what's right. He knows what he truly likes. And seriously speaking, he's so optimistic. Talagang nagiisip siya ng positve assessments na gusto at dapat mangyari. May natutunan ako sakanya, talaga. Ngayon ko lang narealize na may sense pala siyang kausap. You just have to be serious. :)
Andami nang naaadik sa Best Mistake I've Ever Made. Theme song? HAHAHA. Super nakakaadik din naman talaga siya. You know, the thought of that song is really going through in our hearts. Haha. And today? We began to speak in English! Can you dig that? Tight. XD They're topak. We kept on speaking in English. And I think we got used to it agad. Haha. Fun, fun, fun.
Iniisip ko parati ang college. Hindi ko alam kung bakit. There's a weird feeling inside me. There's a voice inside my head that keep on saying that, "kaya ko kaya? makakaya ko kaya yun? pano pag hindi?" I envy those people who are so optimistic. I want to be like them. Yes. That's my disease. Being paranoid & pessimist. Teach me how to be a optimist, can't you? Please? Haha.
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Thought I could keep my self from feeling this way, I guess that was my first mistake.
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And here we are again, another end; 4:27 AM