More Clothes Tuesday, May 26, 2009 ' ♥
Woot! I missed blogging. Haha.
May 23
Yeah. Its's Geneva's burfday. Hahaha. Geneva is Gwen's sister, not Geneva Bebang. Haha. So when I woke up, I sent her a message. Haha. And I told her happy birthday blah blah. Haha. Then Ulay started texting me too. Haha. We talked about what we'll do later that day. Then so on. I spent my time dancing, again, in front of the mirror while waiting for 3PM. Hahaha. Am weird, right? Haha. Tapos yun. Mga 3:30, I started fixing myself. I took a bath, ofcourse. Then blow dried my hair. That time, Dad was sleeping. I woke him up and told him that magsisimula ung birthday party ng 4PM, and he told me that let him sleep first. Ofcourse I let him. Then 4PM came. I finished ironing my hair and so on. Put a little make-up (yeah, maarte ako eh. lmao) then woke him up again. The he told me that wag na ko pumunta.. WAG NA PUMUNTA!?! You kiddin' me? It can't be. No. Sabi niya sakin, ano ba daw gagawin ko dun. Hello, its a birthday party! Why in the world would he put up a stupid question. Hindi daw kasi sila naguusap ni Tita She. Which is Geneva's mom. I don't effin' care. I just want to go. Nakatulog din si Vince, ewan ko dun sa abnoy na yun. Sasama daw siya pero pagkapasok ko sa kwarto eh tulog na siya. That time, badtrip na ko. Nakabihis na ko and everything kasi. Tapos yun. Sabi ko magcocommute nalang ako. Kaya ko naman eh. Tapos yun. He was annoyed, pissed off actually. Then he told me that hindi na daw ako mapigilan blah blah. Geneva is one of my parang baby sister so hindi pwedeng hindi ako pupunta sa birthday niya. And so I left the house at around 5. Geneva and Ulay was texting me like, " Ate, nasan kna ba? Punta ka na dito, please! " And then I told them that malapit na ko. Haha. When I arrived, everyone shouted, " Eto na si Annel! "
I hugged Geneva and greeted her happy birthday. Nasa swing kami nila Ulay. And they told me that akala daw nila hindi na ako pupunta. Tapos yun, everyone asked me bakit ako lang daw magisa nagpunta, bakit daw wala si Daddy at si Vince. And I told them over and over the reason behind it. Haha. And I was shocked when I got there, some of the players was there! Yay! I was so happy when I got off the trycicle. Haha. Yeah, I know, I'm a super weird-o. Hah. Then ayun. Tinawag ako ni Tita She para kumain. I ate pansit and chicken. Haha. Cool cake, kalamay. XD But 'twas good, though. Haha. Tapos dumating din si PJ so, complete! Haha. We played volleyball. Haha. Then mga pagabi na, I think 'twas mga past 6 na, nagkayakagan maglaro ng taguan. At first, ayoko pa. Kasi mejo tinamad pa ko. But everyone was saying like this, " Sige na Ate Annel ", " Oonga Nel, minsan nalang eh ", " Minsan lang tayo magkita ". See? Pano ka hindi mapipilitan sumali. Haha. And there a some unfamiliar faces. Haha! Sila Noel. Then yun. Naglaro kami ng Bang-Sack. Hahaha. And we had so much fun until someone came. Hahaha. Mejo nasira laro namin dahil sakanila. Magulo kasi sila maglaro. Kainis lang eh. Oh, ung mga dumating pala, players din. Haha. LATE. Haha. Ayun. Naging magulo na. Umuwi na si PJ and everything. Napikon na din si Gearom pati si Eriz. Edi wala, ayawan na. Haha. Tapos nun, patintero naman ang napagtripan namin. Hahaha. Konti lang sumali at first, kasi ung ibang mga pampam, ayaw. Okay, ayaw eh. Wag pilitin. Hahaha. Ayun. Ako, Jayrhus, Ulay, Gene, Eriz and Jonel played it first. Haha. Nainggit ata ang mga mokong kasi we're having fun. Ayun. Hanggang sa tinawag na ko ni Ulay and told me that Daddy had texted Papa Allen na umuwi na daw ako. And ayun, we went home. 'Twas a great night. :)
May 24
It's Sunday. And I had a bad dream. I don't know, 'twas a nightmare. For me. And I guess God did woke me up. I think 'twas on purpose. And guess what? I'd forgotten that its Sunday! Nung nagising ako, I tried not to sleep anymore. Pero talagang antok pa ko. And I was soooo guilty of not going to church. I prayed and prayed and asked for forgiveness to Him. And promised that next Sunday, I'll go to church. Haha. And yun. Nothing much that day. Talagang naguilty lang ako kasi hindi ako nakapagchurch. Pero, next Sunday talaga. :)
Sooooo onnnn.
May 25
I woke up sa sobrang init! Super. Grabe na talaga yung init eh. 9AM, ang init init na agad. So lumipat ako s kwarto nila Daddy kasi mejo malamig pa yung kwarto nila dahil sa airon, ofcourse. Natulog ako sa paanan nila. HAHAHA. Magulo matulog ung mga yun eh. Nagising na din ako kaagad kasi hindi ako comfortable sa place ko. Haha. Ayun nothing much din dito. Naggupit lang ako ng bangs. Woot. XD Hahaha. Tapos nakausap na namin si Mama nung gabi na.
Nung una, maayos pa kami. Then nung nakalaon na, I was in the bathroom getting finished with my bangs, I heard Mom crying. She said that hirap na hirap na siya. And I want to burst into tears but I don't want to make her feel more bad about it. Its been a long time since my Mom and Dad talked. Whatever the reason was, this is beyond unusual. I feel so.. not a good daughter to them. I felt useless that time. Wala akong magawa kundi hintayin nalang ang mga susunod na mangyayari. Mawawalan ng trabaho si Mama. She told us that, gusto daw ng amo niya, longer time lesser sweldo. Syempre, ayaw naman ni Mama ng ganun. Kaya ayun. Crisis kami ngayon. Alam kong nakakahiya dahil dito pa ko nagsasabi sa blog ko about this things but, dito lang rin ako nakakapaglabas ng galit. And I don't think na madami ring nagbabasa nito, just a couple of usual friends. Right? Ayun. Everybody, dumadating sa ganitong situations, right? I know that this is just a challenge from God. To test my family how we can handle things like these. And siguro, pinagpapahinga muna ni God si Mama kasi puro trabaho talaga si Mama, neverending work. Pati Sunday, umaarangkada ang Mama ko sa trabaho. And sometimes, naaawa na rin ako sakanya. Sabi niya din samin kagabi na sana kapag gumraduate na kami ni Vince, siya naman ang magbantay samin dito. Si Daddy naman ang magttrabaho. And I think Dad will do his best to find a decent and a good work. And that He will help us in everything. Hindi Niya kami pagkukulangin sa mga bagay. I trust Him. :) And then yun. Hanggang mga 10:30, natulog na si Mama kasi maaga pa din yung work niya.
Nung matutulog na ko, iniisip ko yung mga nangyayari. And I prayed. I asked for His guidance to our family. And I know that He will be always be there to help us whenever, whatever. :)
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Hindi pa din ako nakakapagenroll for now. Ugh. Bwisit. I don't have time to cover OUR books.
May 23: Happy birthday, Geneva Guererro :)
And here we are again, another end; 1:56 AM